Once more! Day one.

It's the 12th of November, it's about 13:18 and today, I am stopping smoking yet again.
I did nearly a week then had two on the Saturday, then stopped and had two the Saturday after. Thought I was doing quite well. But no, I started on 2 or 3 a day, then one day, 4. Yesterday I decided to finish the open packet off and smoked five. I told myself, there was method in my madness, none open now.
I have spoken to people who found it really easy to stop.
One lady found it really hard, but has been smoke free for 6 years now.
I know I am boring the pants off anyone who reads this blog.
But if it helps just one person to know how hard I am finding it and maybe they won't start or will sympathise with me if they are in the same boat, whether it is the habit of smoking, drinking or anything else that takes willpower, I will be happy!
Good luck out there. We will beat it. We will you know!