DAY 6. New Year's resolution.

I am on day 6 of my New Year's resolution. I need help as this is the day I usually relapse. Maybe it is in my mind, so if I get through today, I will be happy.
Not really happy I suppose as I miss my old, disgusting, smelly habit.
I find I don't wheeze as much and I can smell the coffee!
Funny though, every day seems a battle. I knew it would be hard, and it is hard. But I will really try my best.
The last few times I tried, I treated myself to two cigs on the Saturday. No harm I thought. lol
Wrong! Very wrong. Those two became one more and more often. So no, not a good idea at all. Actually, I had hoped they would make me feel ill but they didn't. I know a few people that have had a cig and been sick. Put them off forever! I really hate vomiting so it could have put me off for life. Ahh well, please wish me luck.
Good luck to anyone else having the same problem or a problem with something else that will do them good eventually! X